falling-into-silence

I’ll break your heart. I’ll break your mind. I’ll break your soul. I’ll break your feelings. I’ll smash you into a million pieces. Not because I want to but because that’s all I know. That’s all I’ve ever known. I swear I’ll try. I’ll try so hard to put my total trust and faith into us but I need to learn how to. Please be patient. I promise I don’t want to shatter you but I’m broken myself. Broken is all I’ve ever known.

I’ll turn you bitter. I’ll turn you cold. I’ll turn you distant I’ll turn you into a monster. I’ll make you that person you never said you’d be. Not because that’s my aim but because that’s what I’ve been taught. I’ll try to keep you as that sweet, innocent beautiful girl I started falling for but I’m fire and I’ll burn you. I don’t want to but that’s me. That’s all I’ll ever be.

Don’t tell me I didn’t warn you. Don’t tell me I never told you to get out because I’ll hurt and break you. This is a warning because I’m a red light.

I’m sorry that this is what she made me. (via falling-into-silence)